I consider myself as one who can't properly 'talk' and feeling like something different.But I'll keep moving forward. These may doesn't really matter anyway,
I want to keep looking about the 'truth'.
I have a lot of things to learn and treasure. This is my life journey!


Hi there! I've been on Twitter and known on several JP 2D idol fandoms for a while. You'll probably know me as:

  • ES Music!! Mini Information Hub account owner. Which means I'm also a Broadcasting Committee (!) enthusiast. Makoto was my first attached character since I follow from Utapri seiyuu, but then I eventually went to really like Nazuna and Shinobu. Makoto still have a special place in my heart until now /o/

  • I play Enstars Music JP since release date! Until now I love this game so much and it feels like I'm learning a lot of valuable things ever since creating the hub account.

  • That one Enstars scout predictor under #dssforecast hashtag ---I am kinda invested with this but do know that my predictions are not always right---

  • Also that one who made Enstars guides (in the past?), including:
       - Past Enstars Wiki Active Contributor (I'm slowly pacing myself :sweats:)
       - I was one of people who made the first Enstars 5* Get Event Tips!
       - The same for Enstars Office Guide (Where can you get xxx outfits)
       - The HTML (text format) in-game bio hack was also me unfortunately

  • 仁兎仁兎*にんにん (Read as: NitoNito*NinNin. It's my Enstars Music display name)

  • One of past Utapri: Shining Live player. Also was an active part in its twt fandom. I used to tier for Syo events (T200 in EN, T2000-5000 in JP)

  • Sacchan, one of the past Love Live Mashup creator. Or Dissa Chikatta, one of the past VOCAMASH creator.

My Themes: Yellow, Number 39! | If choosing MBTI + Wing: INFP 4w5I like to find meaningful things by random! I also have passion to collect data for things that I like. I believe that most of things walked along together, to find the value by fast or slow always amused me. I may become that one person who's talking a lot about or to myself, that's my way to learn and somehow open on new paths.My progressive desire is to become more 'knowledgeable' authentically (as true as I can). I may also become that person who "can't really know about other 'perspectives'", but if I somehow could connect or deliver something to you in the middle of my 'path-seeking', it'll mostly make me feel happy!"Damn this person has something like main character monologue-ing they write so much for what" I know. It's however what I feel the best at most of the time (to express stuffs).. So I.. :pensive: :thumbs up:

Main Bullets

  • This Twitter account (@AuthenticMelody) is not a full translation, nor an active fandom account. Please do not expect so much from my account m(_ _)m Proceed on your own risk. Please also note my current main fandom is Enstars.

  • I'm basically wanting to use my main to vibe (also like if you're good then we're good thing?), I may circling with my own random thoughts. I may also can't really interact with you, I'm somehow not really interactive to others, but I'll try my best to!

  • I don't want to label myself either as 'pro' or 'anti'. I don't want to judge people based on what they ship/like, it's more like: I avoid contents that I dislike by myself. You may don't know about those specifically, and since perhaps we're strangers in the internet, it's better to not know. Prioritize to have pleasant scroll and interact experience.

  • I mostly won't hesitate myself with my Enstars predictions and stats sharing (they can be subjective). Please mute the hashtag (dssforecast) if it feels necessary. Though for now, I may not doing this as consistent as before in order to divide my focus with RL stuffs.

  • I am not having a favorite 'ship', but you may want to be careful with the fact that I will try to affectionately relate many things between Nazuna and Shinobu (sometimes also with Makoto). At very few times also Natsume and Mika.

  • I used to reply to englishfess pretty often, I feel that I can learn more and improve my wordings by trying to explain to others. I still want to this but currently my priority is also directed to Enstars (the game's recently hit 9th Anniversary mark)

  • I am also trying my best to curate my environment. There's some things that I would like to avoid, but even so, I still believe that I can't just ask surroundings to turn onto my favor. So yeah, if you're considering this page you're good, but I also can't blame you if you're not.

  • I do not condone person harassment, nor to support 'excessive pushes' to behave / ensure the different principle as correct. If you need to hear this: Take your time. Some of things are not supposed to be taken seriously and too long.

  • My account is FUB Free, but please soft / hard block to break mutuals. (Note: If softblocked, I took action for our own good / I believe that from both side haven't made proper interactions as before)

How Do I Tweet

  • I mostly will tweet in long texts and also unknown kind of grammar at times (it can be repetitive too probably).

  • I've grown a habit to write 'like this' (either to emphasize / if I'm not feeling sure with the word), but I'll also become an error machine which includes bugs such as: CAPSLOCK, keysmahsoifddasdp, excessive emojis usage, other undetectable minor bugs.

  • Also mostly, I'll (re)tweet about interesting datas/facts (especially about Enstars): means part of spreadsheet, or tier list which reformatted for these data's container, or sometimes speculations. Currently can't guarantee to do everytime, but my scout predictions and misc datas will be tagged under #dssforecast hashtag.

  • Reminder: I am an online fangirl. The meaning of this should be self explanatory... (oh) O, I also RT fanart and memes. Though most of the time I'll RT a lot at once.

  • I feel that I can't really write in curse words / (semi-)romance related topics. So you'll probably not going to see these kind of things often from me. Maybe the closest one for curse word is I will say the f word when I feel very excited or in questionable pain

How I'd Like to Treat My Account

  • If I become very silent, this either because I'm busy with RL stuffs, in middle of grinding something in somewhere (?!?) or I want to avoid tweeting in negative atmosphere.

  • I am turning off my Twitter pop-up notifications. If some of responses come later, this is possibly why.

  • I want my Twitter account to be 'public' and free from fandom discourses. I'm trying my best to not bringing them up, but at times when it kept being brought onto the timeline and came as very unreasonable, you may see me talk about it.

  • Please do Soft Block (Block -> Unblock) or Hard Block (straightly blocks) to break mutuals. Other than that, my account is FUB (Follow - Unfollow - Block) free.

  • As for myself I feel uncomfortable to use the block button. I am mainly curating my account by three ways:

  1. I'm creating private lists so I'll know where to go when needed (which I'm also progressing to not open them often. The foremost purpose is for tidier home TL while list has 'passive function' to show relevant twts despite not following the person. Ever since I discovered this my life has become so much better (sounds exaggerated but really must try if you want less stress)

  2. I prefer to not have a lot of following numbers, in my past experience I eventually become overwhelmed. Humans are not supposed to actually keep in track with everything. I believe that you don't have to actually tap the follow button to follow on something. I still follow people who I feel familiar enough with and that I can trust (both I feel comfortable seeing often and good for them).

  3. I'm using mute features more. It's actually giving more ninja vibes good effects to me because I am the one who wants to avoid. It's not both me and the other ones at some cases. If you're the "Block me if ..." but also "Who are you we don't even know each other" person you better reflect about whatever that you've stated on the internet.

Extended Cautions

  • As what the name suggests, this is an extended note. If you read this page, perhaps you want to know further about me or try to adjust your interaction ways with me (thank you! o7) But yes, I am also aware that I need to adjust from my side as well.

  • Further About Fandom 'Discourse' (I Do Not Condone): I simply just don't want to acknowledge and overlap the atmosphere at most of the time. My state however: I do not condone real person harassment both over other real person and 2D characters, I but I also can't resist of person who keeps bringing on the drama, who 'baits' the other side when it isn't necessary. This includes 'fandom superiority' where one is expected to know everything and excessive pushes to 'behave'.

  • Despite of my age, I prefer to avoid NSFW contents. Massive bowing sometimes I may still not get it after being explained or prefer to not imagine further about it, if I don't understand and suddenly breaking the air I'm sorry..;; :"o

  • About Ship, Yume / Selfship: Kinda continuing from above, I am not considering myself as a romantic person and I don't have actual favorite character ship(s). At the most close I prefer to see my favs as close friends or supportive systems when being together (which usually being known as platonic they said). So most of my reaction will be I'm not that interested, but ones who are being passionate about them are cool (maybe just like how I am being passionate about datas when it's hard to understand). I do have few ships that I'd like to avoid, but I have them muted

  • About Halloween: I am not a fan of Halloween when it comes to vampire and blood. I feel extremely uncomfortable to see characters to be portrayed as devil. Please do not expect and ask me to hype on such contents (especially in October). What I like from RE:BERSERK (I-Chu) too is not on their whole theme, it's about the unity (like how I can feel a warmth family relation from them). On kinda separate matter, I also would like to avoid song which utilize many spooky instruments (especially GTH in Enstars).

  • About Consuming Fan Contents (including: Memes, Jokes): I want to consume contents from the original source as good as I can. Unless I know / even spread about it, if you are sending a 'spoiler' content to me (if it's oshi / important fact reveal + not really reachable by self I may consider), please tag it as spoiler / leak.
       - In this account, I avoid to publicly spread audio, MV clips and video of story / voice clips if not provided from the official. I also avoid card edits even when it's in good quality. On the other side I'm comfortable with few fanmade PVs, fanarts, audio mixes (especially well-made mashups) and instrument covers.
       - I consider livetweets as OK. I can avoid livetweets by scrolling them anyway /salute/ Despite have writing as a hobby, AU and FanFictions are not my field. But they're fine as long as it's not 'OOC'. HUGE NO TO MISINFORMATION ON PURPOSE.
       - Please do not start a joke with serious as in bringing up a heartbreaking news / fake reveal tone.

  • About Distancing from Utapri Fandom: Both as content and environment wise, Utapri / SL fandom is not longer healthy to me. I've been ranting about the fandom eventually (mostly in private), feeling that maybe I shouldn't keep 'updated' and so I'm not longer seems ranting from the other side, I prefer to not having many mutuals from the fandom. As what I have mentioned, not being mutuals is not equal as closing my interactions.

  • Other from the Others:
       - Please do not interact directly to me with too much clown emojis (except clownchi).
       - Although mostly speak and interact in English side, I also cherish some parts of Indonesia fandom. I really just feel that I'm not being a 'fit' kek aku pengalaman punya agak banyak interaksi ke orang Indo tapi kesannya kek awkward aja;; *nangis* Tapi beneren nggak papa kalo mau JBJB ato nanya pake Indo ><" ... My apologies in advance..! dgfdgdh TBH though I don't think I'm 'near' with anyone, so yeah :thumbs_up:
       - If not being mentioned here, this means I am not being familiar enough with the topic, I believe that am not supposed to state something with it. One must be sure before deciding something, after all.
       - Thank you for your understanding m(_ _)m

If you have me blocked (a weird thing to highlight huh)

  • Niki Cookbook Zine (in middle of recruiting more members). How I see the #1 problem was about how the guest writer was removed because of sudden rule addition. Ship preference is up to the person, but I still think it's unreasonable to suddenly kick a "guest" writer when in before without content preferences seems fine.

  • I have few moments where I talk about how one should not show that they pirate paid/copyrighted contents in public (and has no shame about it).

  • The above perhaps include when Lucid//stars was being talked about (something like "without them where should I listen the songs and see song translation", while I can't deny they have been media for a lot of people, what I really don't like is when they're being treated as the only one person. The 'Machine TL' topic is valid. And please note, that was not their reason to quit.)

  • I once used プロセカリーク tag for one of my infographic (I was thinking that it could reach more people, that's what several people were doing too)

  • Utapri either about Huge Name Train or something related with agmts and the introduced content in April 2023.

  • Perhaps. I softblocked and you rather to block me because it feels awkward to see each other without 'follow' again (I took a while to know, but it's understandable! It's always good to make better experience with your TL)

  • Or probably you just don't like my vibe in general (especially if seen often), and again it's understandable

Fav List (Gallery is WIP)

Top Fav Characters (underline means very fav, if not still leaving huge impression to me)
Enstars: Shinobu Sengoku, Nazuna Nito
D4DJ: Nagisa Tsukimiyama
Bang Dream: Tae Hanazono, Hina Hikawa, Tomori Takamatsu
Project Sekai: Shizuku Hinomori, Tsukasa Tenma, Kanade Yoisaki
Utapri: Syo Kurusu
A3: Tenma Sumeragi, Azuma Yukishiro
Love Live: Hanamaru Kunikida, Nozomi Tojo, Maki Nishikino
IDOLiSH7: Mitsuki Izumi
I-Chu!: Eva Armstrong, Mio Yamanobe
BFDI: Cake, Tennis Ball
Fav Characters (underline means a bit higher)
Enstars: Makoto Yuuki, Natsume Sakasaki, Mika Kagehira, Sora Harukawa, Hiiro Amagi, Tsukasa Suou, Souma Kanzaki, Shu Itsuki, Nagisa Ran
D4DJ: Esora Shimizu, Shinobu Sengoku, Saki Izumo, Rei Togetsu, Hayate Tendou
Bang Dream: Eve Wakamiya, Maya Yamato, Kokoro Tsurumaki, Mashiro Kurata, Rokka Asahi (LOCK)
Project Sekai: Kohane Azusawa, Toya Aoyagi, Ichika Hoshino
Utapri: Reiji Kotobuki, Nagi Mikado, Masato Hijirikawa, Cecil Aijima
A3: Taichi Nanao, Citron, Kazunari Miyoshi
Love Live: Rin Hoshizora, Emma Verde, Rina Tennoji, Mia Taylor, Kanon Shibuya
IDOLiSH7: Tamaki Yotsuba, Nagi Rokuya, Momo
I-Chu: Runa Kagurazaka, Babel, Ban Jumonji, Li Chaoyang
BFDI: Teardrop, Golf Ball
Cue!: Maika Takatori, Yuzuha Kujo, Rie Maruyama, Miharu Yomine
Danganronpa: Gundham Tanaka, K1-BO, Gonta Gokuhara, Chihiro Fujisaki, Ishimaru Kiyotaka, Shuichi Saihara, Kokichi Ouma
Other 2D Favs: KAITO (VOCALOID), Hatsune Miku (VOCALOID), Koharu Mitsurugi / HARU (Argonavis), Motochika Chosokabe (Sengoku Basara), Magoichi Saika (Sengoku Basara), Hinata Hyuga (Naruto), Emilia (Isekai Quartet version), Tanya von Degurechaff (Isekai Quartet version), Ainz Ooal Gown (Isekai Quartet version), Rio Futaba (Seishun Buta Yarou)
Fav Character Combos (Most affectionate is viewed as something like close partners, not strong romantic)Enstars (Huge Interests): Broadcasting Committee (I sometimes shorten them as BroadComm), Nazuna & Shinobu, Natsume & Mika, Shinobu & Sora, Natsume & Shinobu, RYUSEITAI, (and) Ra*bits, Valkyrie (Past Valkyrie included), Shinobu & Nagisa, Shinobu & Mika (& Hiiro / Puffy x Bunny 4 Stars), Shinobu Tsukasa Souma (Dorm)
Enstars (Also Interested): Switch, Nazuna Natsume & Leo (NaNaLe Dorm), Shinobu & Mao, Chiaki & Kanata, Natsume & Sora, Tetora Midori & Shinobu (Noritama), Madara & Chiaki, Midori & Chiaki, Mika & Ritsu, Makoto & Sora, Hiiro & Chiaki, (almost) any character which make interaction with Shinobu at this point
D4DJ: Nagisa & Shinobu, Nagisa & Hayate, RONDO, Shinobu & Esora, Nagisa & Dalia, Nagisa & Hiiro, Peaky P-key, Unichord, Nagisa & Miiko, Nagisa & Aoi, Nagisa & Tsubaki, Nagisa & Towa, Muni & Rei
Bang Dream: Pastel Palettes, Hina & Maya, Hina & Tomori, Tae & Hina, Tomori & Anon, Tomori & Taki, Kasumi & Tae, Tae & LAYER, LOCK & MASKING
Project Sekai: Tsukasa & WxS KAITO, Tsukasa & Kohane, Kanade & N25 Len, Tsukasa Saki & Touya (May Month Trio), Tsukasa & Shizuku, Kanade & N25 Miku, Ichika & L/N KAITO, Ichika & Kanade (& Nene), Kanade & Mizuki, Kanade & Minori, Kohane & An, Emu & WxS Miku, Honami & Kanade, Wonderlands x Showtime, Minori & Haruka (help I deleted few so this part is not long but tbh pjsk is good when comes to chara relations)
Utapri: Syo & Reiji (Every Buddy Duo), Syo & Masato, STARISH, Colorfully Spark Trio, Natsuki (both as Natsuki / Satsuki) & Nagi
A3: Summer Troupe, Tenma & Azuma, Tenma & Taichi, Sakuya & Tenma, Juza & Muku, Tenma Taichi & Juza, Taichi & Yuki, Winter Troupe, Citron & Guy, Tsuzuru & Citron, Misumi & Kazunari, Taichi & Azami
Love Live: Maki & Nozomi, Mia & Hanamaru, Rina & Mia, Hanamaru & Yoshiko (& Ruby / Aqours 1st Years), Maki Rin & Hanayo (μ's 1st Years), Hanamaru & Maki, Rina & Ai, Kanan & Mari, Mei & Shiki, QUARTZ, R3BIRTH, Lily White, Chika & You, Sumire & Keke, Yoshiko & Riko
IDOLiSH7: Mitsuki & Nagi, Mitsuki & Momo, Tamaki & Sogo (MEZZO), iDOLiSH7, Mitsuki & Riku
I-Chu!: RE-BERSERK, Seiya & Eva, I♥B, POP'N STAR, Seiya & Noa
BFDI: Tennis Ball & Golf Ball, Team Just Not (TPOT) (Pillow kinda questionable but LOL other than that good dynamite in overall), Team Another Name (BFDI), Firey & Leafy, Pin & Coiny, Blocky Eraser & Pen, Gaty & Two
Cue!: Team Bird, Haruna & Maika, Team Wind
Danganronpa: Gundham & Gonta, Kokichi & K1-B0, Kokichi & Kaito, Kokichi & Gonta, Mondo & Ishimaru (& Chihiro), Kaito & Shuichi, Shuichi & Kaede, Gundham & Sonia, Gundham & Nekomaru
Sengoku Basara: Motochika & Magoichi, Motochika & Ieyasu, Motochika & Masamune, Masamune & Yukimura, Nagamasa & Oichi, Keiji & Magoichi, Keiji Toshi & Matsu

You have made it this far.What is one that could be perceived as correct, I wonder?
Some of things can't just be defined with a color.
But at some point, you need to decide soon, or else you will lose the 'relevance'.
Some time passes, have you decided one?Did you follow on your true heart's voices?
Did you get supported by something else behind?
Or you decided to extend the time? Perhaps a clue will appear.
Or it just not caught your attention enough, which is also fine.
One thing, yet with many kind of colors to perceive.
And since it's from one thing, there's actually nothing 'wrong'.
You just need to perceive on colors that you want to see. Ignore the 'wrong', and you will still be fine.
Or if you stepped on the wrong one, know that it isn't like the end of the world.
It may be hard, but eventually, just make your way to the other ones.
You are the only one who supposed to know.And that, is how your kind of color is born.

Thank you for reading!